i just wish.

that i could do more.

you know, have more hours to do a day.

work more, study more, rest more (so i won't have to fall sick so often)

so that i can juggle my commitments better

and commit to some more things

so that i can accomplish more

so that i can help more people

so that, in having more time...

i won't have to disappoint people.

i was at the dance blast committee interview earlier. and yea. it just struck me. i dunno. i'm really upset i cannot do more. helpless and useless la. sigh.

quote from my business Management and Organization module...

"almost everything of the moment is the product of serendipity"

- Nassim Nicholas Taleb (The Black Swan)

you think?!?!

serendipity? or something more?

they call it the list belonging to the head of a college or faculty...

i thought i wouldn't have made it in... due to unforeseen circumstances, but i am!!

woohoo!!

woohoo.

replaced my iphone!

woohoo!

special thanks to sarah, mervert and jon (and angpao money) for helping make it happen!

mno1001

my lecturer for the module is awesome. but that's not what i wanted to blog about. heh.

he asked us - what's the most important thing in our lives.

i thought about it for a while.

and said "the people in my life - my friends: the people who stumbled across and into my life. and my family"

i don't know why, but that almost brought me to tears leh.

haha.

maybe cause its truth and that god's been bringing me to a place where i really really really appreciate the people in my life.

i don't know what to say.

except.

thank you.

can't sleep.

its 5.27am. been having a really bad sleep. keep waking up for no reason. argh.

a reflection.

i would like to thank some people in my life.

a big thank you for those who have hurt me

or in anyway was not a positive influence in my life

in the year twenty-o-eight?

i've grown because of you

muchos gracias

the people without whom

i would not have lived this life fully

this past year

the awesome-est people

that god placed in my life

you know who you are.

thank you.

and to every one of the people i know

(a bit late ah, but)

have a great and extremely blessed year ahead!