Saturday, July 12, 2008

a strange lack of energy

i feel bad. low. beaten. "seh". "nua". "emo". whatchumacallit.

maybe it was cause i felt i had to use a lot of energy 
to urge my OG on from one place to another?
like they dont really listen... i dunno. ignore me.
or maybe it was cause of a conversation
- or a lack of conversation - i had?
i don't want to feel like that.

i should go do quiet time. haven't done that in a while.
i know god's been nudging for me to talk to him.

that's what i should do. worship...

the shroom feels rather lonely.

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