Friday, February 27, 2009

i just wish.

that i could do more.

you know, have more hours to do a day.
work more, study more, rest more (so i won't have to fall sick so often)

so that i can juggle my commitments better
and commit to some more things

so that i can accomplish more
so that i can help more people

so that, in having more time...



i won't have to disappoint people.

i was at the dance blast committee interview earlier. and yea. it just struck me. i dunno. i'm really upset i cannot do more. helpless and useless la. sigh.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

cheer up dude! everyone have their own limits... this is only one super being or let say more than a super being and that is god! So as long we maximized our days and ensure that we thoroughly enjoyed what we are doing and we have done what we possibly can.. then i think it is good enough. we just have to answer to the lord and to ourselves... how people sees you because you are not able to commit to somethings, are not important. it is how god sees you that is important. put in a more practical sense.... u gotta be able to first help yourself before you help others... you must ensure that you have rough time to do your personal stuff like studying and quiet time and the remaining time can then be spread across the things you deem as the top of your priorities. REMEMBER you are not the only be around that can do the particular job.. when you don;t have time , you can pass the baton on to someone else as capable or not slightly less capable than you. Learn to say "no" sometimes and your friends should understand you.. and for those who don;t try explaining and if then still don;t then i think you must reconsider them as your friend.... i know its long winded but yea know your limits and work with it.. don't overstretch and yea in the end everything is screwed up. YOU ARE A HUMAN TOO.

Anonymous said...

i hope i was not too harsh...now that i read the comment again... just don;t wnat you t obe so sad and troubled :>